Making decisions can be really tough at times. Especially when regardless of the decision you make, it would result in at least one party getting upset and disappointed. So in other words, it's a no-win situation. Well, on the brighter side, you get to please someone. Nevertheless, you're still the loser. Sometimes I feel that I made the right choice, sometimes not. The whole ordeal is getting me really dodgy. Can't really type all the details out here because it may fall into the wrong hands. That sucks too: having no freedom. I can go on rambling about how fucked up i'm feeling right now but that would turn this entry into a cliche "i-need-your-pity" kind of post. Not my style.
Got back from the Track chalet today. Was good to spend some time with the bunch of people I mixed around with for the first half of my stay in SA. The weather could have been better though; and the waking-up times. Gisele Bundchen occupied the television screen most of the first night, and cards kept us busy until about two in the morning. The 6am wake-up call the next morning wasn't really expected, but oh well... Sentosa is mostly still the same. Beach soccer, touch rugby, volleyball, building sandcastles and burying people's slippers in the sand, you know that sort of stuff. Expensive lunches and pretty(to some) Burger King employees. One thing that was a first for me was the musical fountain. First time going there and watching the display. Besides the corny emcee,
kinky the monkey and (some) irritating background music, it was quite entertaining.
Oh look at the time, I need to head to bed. There's
TRAINING tomorrow. I could have been on my way to Bali instead. Oh well... Let's see if my choice to stay here in Singapore was worth it or not.
Sad songs do not help the situation. At all. Damn John Mayer...
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