No, it doesn't end tonight.

Okay, it's been confirmed, i'm NOT going to sajc for the first three months of next year. So that means, its cjc for me. Haha... Just the thought of it makes me laugh. Actually come to think of it, i'd definately have much more fun in cj than sa. The number of people i know going to cj is about a hundred times more than that going to sa. Just hope i get into a cool class with cool people and a cool TEACHER. Hopefully s/he would not be anything like that thing called a gina i had for the pass 2 years. Haha... That was the most suay thing that happened to me in my how many years of schooling. I've had saddistic teachers that did help in the end, and slack teachers that also were good at times, but nothing like this thing. Can't teach for nuts. Haha okay i'll stop bitching.

Anyways, next year would be the first time i'll be in a co-ed school since i was in kindergarden. That was ten years ago. Yes, TEN years ago. Haha... Wonder what it feels like. Well one thing's for sure, we can't do what we used to while we were in st. mike's or sji. Haha... Or can we?

1. First Name: nicholas
2. Were you named after any anyone? : my grandfather. well, my 'actual' grandfather.
3. Do you wish on stars? : yes but they never come true
4. Which finger is your favourite? : favourite for doing what?
5. When did you last cry? : quite a long long time ago
6. Do you like your handwritting? : when its nice
7. What is your favourite meat? : anything's fine
8. Any bad habits? : none. HAHA.. (there that's my bad habit. my ego)
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? : i dunno. got a lot. haha
10. If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you? : why not?
11. Are you a daredevil? : sometimes
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? : i think so
13. Do looks matter? : its hard not to let it matter
14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? : i think so
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? : there is no end to a rainbow
16. Do fish have feelings? : sure
17. Are you trendy? : yes. lol
18. How do you release anger?: play squash. or just think happy thoughts.
19. Where are your second homes? : school. yes school. i spend more of my life there than at home.
21. What was your favourite toy as a child? : had too many
22. What class in school do you think is totally useless? : PSE. personal and social education. i don't need to learn how to live.
24. Have you ever been on television?: no, not that famous
25. Do u keep a journal?: is this considered one?
26. Do you use sarcasm a lot?: not at all
27. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? : yeaa
28. What do you look for in a guy/girl? : a lot. i'm quite picky. ;)
29. What are your nicknames? : nick, nxck (though its impossible to pronounce), nicky (though now lesser and lesser ppl call me that)
30. Would you bunjee? : of course i want to so badly.
31. Do you un-tie your shoes when you take them off? : nope
32. What are you worried about right now? : nothing at all
33. Do you ever wear overalls? : nope
34. What's your favourite ice cream flavor? : rocky road
35. Whats your favourite colour?: orange maybe
36. What is your least fav. thing in the world?: the world itself
37. How many wisdom teeth do you have? : don't know.
38. Are you in love with anyone? : in love? maybe not.
39. How many people have a crush on you? : a lot a lot a lot a lot. too many to count. ;)
40. Who do you miss most right now? : who else?

Woke up at 9 something this morning, and decided to give sa a call regarding the appeal. The lady who picks up the phonecalls is a bitch i swear. Well, that's my first impression of her. Today wasn't the first time, it was that day when i called about the deadline for appeals. She's just this stupid woman with perpetual pms. The way she answers and all, ugh. I said i was calling regarding my appeal and before i even gave her my appeal number, she said "not approved". I mean, what the hell? I asked again, and she finally took my appeal number, and then just said it again, not approved. Its either none of the appeals were approved, or they based it on first call first serve, or i don't know what else. Stupid shit... Spoilt my whole day for me. Mum said to call them again on monday, just to be sure. Bloody hell, even before i start school there's one person i hate there. (That's IF i go to sa in the first place.) Hmm but maybe i shouldn't be so pissed at her. I mean, i myself talk to people like that. As in, giving them one-word-replies and stuff. Monotonous answers. But not THAT bad. So yea, i hate her.

So, school's starting in less than a week. How exciting. Ugh... For now it looks like i'll be going to cjc. Which isn't all that bad. There's a whole load of people going there too so the chances of knowing nobody in my class is just about zero. Hmm, from 408 there's timo, brendan, aaron, weixiang, kaijin, i think hejia also, and i'm not sure about the rest... Then from the rest of sji there's marcus tai, greg i think, imran, and definately a lot others. Outside of sji there's quite a few more that i know... Heh so yea, its not bad at all.

Actually, the holidays are just beginning to get boring. Maybe its after the christmas party that i'm suddenly starting to wind down and get ready for next year. Okok, shut up. Let's not talk about next year.

One, Two, Three,
Take my hand and come with me,
Because you look so fine,
That I really want to make you mine.
Said you look so fine,
That I really want to make you mine.

Four, Five, Six,
Come on and get you're kicks,
Now you don't need money when you look like that, do you honey?

Big black boots,
Long brown hair,
Ah she's so sweet,
With her get back stare.

Well i could take you home with me,
But you're with another man yeah,
I Know we aint got much to say,
Before i let you get away.

I say are you gonna be my girl?

One, Two, Three,
Take my hand and come with me,
Because you look so fine,
That I really want to make you mine.
Said you look so fine,
That I really want to make you min

Four, Five, Six,
Come on and get you're kicks,
Now you don't need money with a face like that, do ya honey?

Big black boots,
Long brown hair,
Ah shes so sweet,
With her get back stare.

Well i could take you home with me,
But you're with another man yeah,
I know we aint got much to say,
Before i let you get away

I said are you gonna be my girl?

I could take you home with me,
But you're with another man yeah,
I know we aint got much to say,
Before i let you get away

Be my girl,
Be my girl,
Are you gonna be my girl?

Super funky song. If you didn't realise its the one from the apple ipod advertisement with those people dancing around. Heh i think its pretty cool. I finally managed to download the song and i'm totally hooked onto it. We were all going nuts playing that song last night. Heh... I've been up since yesterday morning. Yes, yesterday morning. I haven't had a single minute of sleep yet. Haha.. After midnight mass last night, a bunch of people came over. Met jill just after church after looking for her for so long. Stupid ass said left side of the church but she was on the right. Haha idiot... The usual few of us were like rea, kel, xav, leslie, justin and this time alison came too. Then not long after that another bunch of people came. Glen, ryan, mike, mitch, wei wen, alphonse. Think that's all. Don't think i missed anyone out. Including my brother and i, that makes fourteen. Though fifteen would be a nicer number if one more person came but nevermind... I actually hoped for fifteen to come, i got fourteen. I'm happy. It's alright. =)

The "stock" of barcadi's disappeared almost immediately. Haha... Just like that and everybody finished it all. Some of them played the ps2, some played e guitars and the rest were just sitting around talking cock. Then we all watched scary movie 3 together. It was hilarious. Even though i've watched it about 5 times already, it never fails to crack me up. After that some of them continued with the ps2 and others with their guitars and talking and all. I had fun. That's good. I hope everyone else did. And all that crap earlier about being scared that the party would suck and all, heh, forget it.

Okay then i won't go on much further because i'm dead tired and damn bloody shagged. Just wanted to say merry christmas to all of you and thanks for the presents to all those who gave me presents. Heh... ;)

The most amazing thing happened today. I packed up my room. And yes i mean my whole, damn, room. Every single bit of it has been tidied up and cleaned. Well not really cleaned but its been neatened and all. Now, i've only got 3 HUGE piles of old textbooks, papers and shit, and my old computer monitor and printer to get rid of before my room is totally clean. That, we'll leave to another day.

Yesterday's soccer was super fun. A lot of people came and the weather was damn shiok. Although the field was kind of squishy squashy and muddy at some places, the weather made up for it a hundred times. There was no sun, yes, NO sun at all. And, there was no rain. So it was absolutely perfect for soccer. For the first time in a long time, possibly ever, i played for two hours straight, non-stop. Didn't even feel very tired after the whole thing. Heh, damn fun...

Okay, as you can see i haven't actually blogged a proper entry in a long while so here's to make up for it all. I'll just write anything interesting that happened.

Hmm, ok first interesting thing, i was posted to cjc science if you didn't know already. Stupid shit, fourteen points without bonus going to cj. With bonus, TEN points going to cj. What the hell man... Anyways i got over the "depression" and convinced myself that cj wasn't all that bad. Then after i got myself psyched up to go cj, my mum comes and says to appeal to sa. For some strange reason i didn't want to, but after some time i decided to go on with it. So i went to appeal last saturday. My appeal was number 0173. That means to that point in time, already 172 people appealed before me. What are the chances of getting in? Nevermind. I just found out that imran's going to cj also. So yea, lots of friends, lots of fun. Heh...

Okay what else? Caught the lord of the rings trilogy marathon. Whoa shit, it was damn good. The first two were extended versions which made it about 3 hours and 40 minutes a movie? Heh yea it did get draggy at certain times but was good overall. Especially the return of the king. It was bloody good. Heh... It lasted from about 9am until 10pm. I think.

Heh, been playing tony hawk's underground a hell lot the past few days. Haven't gone out in quite a while but nevermind. I'm going out tomorrow to play soccer. Finally get out of the house. Heh...

Ah well, i'll stop here because i don't want this post to be dated on the 23rd. Don't ask why. ;) I don't know myself.

I just received this sms from imran in KL.

"Eh nick. I was involved in a wicked wakeboard accident in kl on friday. If the wrist doesn't heal up as expected, i may not be able to play drums for fishstick anymore. Just informing you all. Will be back tomorrow..."

Nice or not? Nice right? I did it myself. Heh... As usual. (ego) Nevermind. I did "steal" a little bit from someone's blog though but its just that little. Very very VERY little. Everything else was my own damn doing. ;) Yes and i'd like to bring your attention to the title of this blog. The only reason why i chose this picture, is because its nice. Yes i like the picture. Not because its so sad and stuff, because i like it. I LIKE IT. Haha.. Okay nevermind. Jill also helpped me pick the picture so yea. Okay i should really shut up i'm not typing like how i used to. Feels weird. Haha.. Okok shut up.

Ripped this off kel's blog. I'm bored. Can you really tell?

FIRSTS:

First best friend: think its tom. haha.. in primary school. we used to play badminton every recess together. haha
First real memory of something: feeding squirrels in my backyard in london
First car: some toy one
First date: sec2?
First break-up: not too long after first date.
First job: perlini's. did really boring stuff for good money. heh ;)
First screen name: the first i actually remember is rewind. either that or s|ack3r. i can't rmb anything b4 that.
First self purchased album: with my own money? lifehouse stanley climbfall
First pet: the squirrel in my backyard in london named jonathan
First piercing/tattoo: pierced my thumb in primary 2 with a stapler. tattooed my ankle in bali few days ago. ;) both are firsts.
First true love: not yet
First enemy: this guy from kindergarden. lol. won't say his name cuz i've realised how small the world is.
First trip: london with my dad who had to further studies there
First play/musical/performance: k2. kindergarden graduation thingy

LASTS:

Last cigarette: yucky shit
Last big car ride: big car ride? i don't get it
Last good cry: good cry? when's a cry good? but i almost cried when i lost e soccer tournament. ALMOST.
Last library book checked out: can't rmb. one of those forced one's from sji library.
Last movie seen: SCARY MOVIE 3!!!! wahahhaha its the shit!
Last beverage drank: qoo green apple. lol ;)
Last food consumed: mee goreng at seah im foodcourt
Last crush: uh, that one la. that one. THAT one.
Last phone call: imran JUST called. heh
Last tv show watched: tv? um, i watched a vcd does that count?
Last time showered: not too long ago
Last shoes worn: do sandals count? just wore my super old nike's today. shoes, my superchio adidas samba's yesterday.
Last cd played: uh limp bizkit's results may vary OR linkin park's live in texas OR reanimation
Last item bought: qoo green apple.
Last annoyance: stupid singaporeans who think too much of themselves and don't wanna move to the back of a super crowded bus.
Last disappointment: the rain at sentosa.
Last soda drank: qoo green apple.
Last ice cream eaten: haven't had that in a long time. ooh ice creamm.
Last time wanting to die: very very VERY VERY VVVERRRYYY long time ago. i got rid of that self-pity/denial/crapass thing long ago. i'm a happy person now.
Last time scolded: long time ago too. i'm a good boy.
Last shirt worn: last T-shirt i wore was e orange nike this afternoon in sentosa
Last website visited: www.blogger.com

Blink 182 - I Won't Be Home For Christmas (Haha.. ;)

Outside the carolers start to sing
I can't describe the joy they bring
'Cause joy is something they don't bring me
My girlfriend is by my side
From the roof are hanging cicles of ice
Their whiny voices get irritating
It's Christmas time again

So I stand with a dead smile on my face
Wondering how much of my time they'll waste
Oh God, I hate these Satan's helpers
And then I guess I must have snapped
Because I grabbed a baseball bat
And made them all run for shelter

Chorus
Its Christmas time, again
Its time to be nice to the people you cant stand, all year
Im growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you dont wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone

Well, I guess its not cool to freak on Christmas Eve
Cause the cops came and arrested me
They had an unfair advantage
And even though the jail didn't have a tree
Christmas came a night early
Cause a guy named Bubba unwrapped my package

Chorus

I wont be home, I wont be home for Christmas

peek-a-boo!

Haven't updated in a really long time. I've been really enjoying my holidays, for once. Up until today i still haven't gone through a day where i felt i did nothing, or where i felt bored or something. The past few holidays i've had have been really fun at the beginning, but then after a while it starts to get boring and all. Then from then on i just stone away at home and totally waste my holidays away. Right now i'm feeling the boringness going to start soon, so my trip to bali comes just in time. For those of you who don't know, i'll be away in bali from the 6th to the 11th of december. And i'll be arriving in singapore at night on the 11th so don't expect to see me online or whatever until the 12th. I'd probably bring my handphone with me, see if it can roam or not... But even if it does don't expect me to reply because i heard its freaking ex over there to send smses back to singapore. Also, i'd be out having fun and all, no time for the handphone. Heh...

Oh yea, i finally downloaded and started playing gunbound. Thank goodness i didn't download it during the o's like some of you all did. Heh... I'd surely have gotten hooked on it like now. Its damn fun although i suck at it. Heh... Nevermind, just for the fun of it. And i've been playing with primary 6 people and i'm being thrashed. Haha...

Finally got back to my guitar after so long. Played my classical a few days back just to make sure i can still play it. Amazingly its still in tune and playable after being so long inside my cupboard. Heh... That's my first ever guitar. Got it for my birthday two years ago, and up till now i still haven't re-strung it. Haha... But it still works fine. And that's not because its an expensive guitar. Its cheap. It doesn't even have a brand. =) Going to learn a few new songs this holiday, especially some christmas ones. Heh... Not as in those christmas carols and stuff, but those punk covers of christmas carols. Lol...

Anyways, probably my last post until at least the 12th so i'll see you all then. Don't miss me. ;)