No, it doesn't end tonight.

Right now i'm experiencing this freaking thumping shitass headache but i'm still blogging. Don't ask me why. Its probably that i know the headache will disappear when i wake up tomorrow morning, or afternoon. Or it could be just that i feel an update is way too long overdue.

School's out. Really fast if you asked me. It seemed barely a few weeks ago that i came into sa for the first time and now i've got to start mugging for the mid-years. Time flies, and so much has happened in the past ten or so weeks, though it really seemed a much shorter time. Don't know if i'm able to survive double math. It's killing me already and having a teacher hating your guts doesn't help the situation all that much. Chinese is another thing that's going to be the death of me. No idea how i'm going to pass it. Ugh...

The past few days have been full of ups and downs. I'm starting to enjoy myself more and more around my classmates. Few days ago during Ms. Leong's math lecture, a bunch of us were laughing very very hard for a very very long time. It's like those i got when i was in cj and sji. This time it was the first ever in sa. Laughing's good for you.

Had service to college on saturday. Instead of cleaning up our preassigned block of classrooms, we went to clean the physics labs. Towards the end of the cleanup, a bunch of us started throwing wet tissue paper all around the lab, and even out the windows. At least there was an amount of fun while doing service to college. Made it much less tiring really.

Anyways, after we were dismissed, me and zhikai went to the field to play soccer with other venn house people. It was some training thing for the interhouse soccer competition. By the time we got there and started playing, they were getting ready to play a small match. Was quite fun, but also quite tiring. I'm freaking unfit. Have to train up. During the holidays especially, which means now. Anyways after soccer, got a drink and left for home.

Once i reached e busstop and got off the bus, it began to rain. And before i could even muster up the stupidity to run in the rain back home, it began to pour like crazy. Call me a sissy or whatever but i didn't want to get my shoes wet because i was going to wear them later that day. So i was going to take off my shoes and run when mum calls and tells me she can pick me up. Shiok...

So after that she drops me home and i bathe and stuff. It was still raining and i was supposed to go meet joyce. Figured that i would be late because of the rain. I never carry umbrella's when i go out, mind you. Unless i'm carrying a bag with me. And i rarely carry bags with me, unless i'm going to school. So i waited for the rain to lighten up before leaving home. Waited freaking long (as usual) for the 174 to come and it was bloody crowded on the bus. Stupid singaporeans again didn't want to move to the back.

Got to PS ten minutes late, which was less than i expected. We had lunch at ljs, walked around a bit then went to watch laws of attraction. Didn't even know what it was about until i actually watched it. It wasn't too bad, but i don't think it was really worth $8.50. Anyways, after that we walked to heeren then to taka then to wisma then the mrt station. Went to city hall where she went off to meet her friends and i met lau, marissa, jon, kel, xav and some of their other friends.

Went to get dinner at nooch then walked to victoria concert hall for the sa band concert. Saw fiona along the way. The place was damn cool, my first time there. Don't know why kel had some funny reaction to my fascination with the HUGE pipe organ there. Well she said there's a bigger one at the esplanade so now i want to go there just to see the pipe organ. It's freaking cool... The band was also quite good. The second half of the concert was really good too. Damn funny, i was laughing quite hard at some points.

Jason, mingyuan and desmond all came late. Jason got his ear pierced. The fact that we were classmates for two years probably made me not like the ear stud at all. I still don't like it, but he does. I guess that's all that matters. Most of them were going for supper or something but i decided to go home because it was quite late already. Saw joyce at the "entrance" of that place then walked with her to the busstop and i waited at least half an hour for the damn 174 to come. I was on the verge of taking a taxi back but i only had ten bucks with me. Wasn't sure if it was enough. Anyways on the journey home, tedric and his friend came onto the bus at the ps stop. Then, bjorn came up a few stops later. Turns out that they knew each other. Small world huh? So at least my trip back home wasn't all that bad, had some company.

Well, that's the good or relatively better things that i've been through the past few days. About the bad, a lot has been going through my mind lately, and i can't seem to think straight or think properly at all. I'm not sure about a lot of things and its really driving me crazy. It's complicated and very frustrating. Ugh... Shan't bore you with the details of it all.

Alright then, my head feels like its going to fall off pretty soon.

It's been a bloody ten days since i've blogged. Probably just goes to show how busy i've been in school. Or not? Anyways, maybe its because i just didn't have anything to blog about. Whatever it is, i guess an update right about now would be good.

Frankly speaking, ten days really didn't seem like ten days. Like how people say time flies and stuff? The past ten days to me seem to have passed awfully slowly. Ten days ago i did my first few jumps during track training, but it seems like i've done it for few weeks already. Good sign? Bad sign? Doesn't matter actually.

The main reason i wanted to blog was because of something i heard this morning when i woke up. I was listening to the radio then this girl called in and she said it was her birthday. So the djs were cheering and stuff then this thing that one of them said really struck me. Not sure of the exact words, but it went something like "today was the day your mum gave birth to you." So the thought came to my mind, birthdays really shouldn't be for you to celebrate, should it? Instead, it should be a day when you celebrate your parents, your mum especially. You think?

Like, why should you get presents and shit for something you didn't do at all? You didn't do a single thing on your birthday, so why do you deserve gifts and such on your birthday? Makes sense?

I had two instances of deja vu very recently and as cool as i think it is, it freaks me out. The first one was last thursday, after school. We were discussing project work in the balcony then suddenly i realised that i've "been there" before. Then it just kept on going and going for at least 2 minutes. Damn freaky. Even the things i said to my group members were "part of" the deja vu. I was damn stunned after that. Heh... Then the second one was today, after training. I had only about ten cents in my wallet, so i went over to zack to borrow money. Then suddenly it happened again. For at least a minute. I just stoned until it was over. Heh.

I remember when i was much younger i used to think that i was the only one who had these "visions" and stuff. That i had some superpowers and crap like that. Heh, probably because deja vu's came rather frequent to me when i was young. Oh well, i'll never be able to understand all this. Is there even an explanation for deja vu's?

Heh well, a totally irrelevant post.

Anyways, something else that's really weird, or cool, that happened this morning. I was packing my shoebag for PE. Which means my pe attire, and my cj towel. Then for some reason that i'm not too sure of, thought of bringing my spikes for training. So i lifted the cover of the shoebox it was in to get them, but as i looked at the spikes, i changed my mind. Decided not to bring them. So i closed the shoebox, which was placed on top of an old and faulty computer monitor, and it slid down onto the floor. I picked it up and put it back, only for it to slide down again. So i thought to myself, only half-seriously, that it could be some "sign" to bring my spikes. (Because for every training i've gone for i've never used my spikes when i brought them, so after some time i didn't bring them anymore.) So i thought what the heck, and took them. Then again the shoebox fell, and a roll of masking tape also fell out. Thinking the same thing, i took it and put it into my shoebag.

During training, francis asked the coach for me if i could do jumps today. I seriously didn't think he would allow, and just ask me to do the sprinters training. BUT, as miraculous as it may be, he allowed me to. So the spikes and the tape did come to good use. A sign from God? Maybe. Or was it just coincidence? Destiny, fate? Don't believe in those two. I however prefer to think it was the first reason. ;)

I think a new layout is needed. Badly. I know of two people already who've ripped my layout and used it as their own. Without consent, without credit. That's not really nice now is it?

Ripped this off angela's blog. ;)

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
- "Harry took a long gulp from his beer, keeping his eyes on the weasely fuck the whole time." - The Sacred Art Of Stealing by Christopher Brookmyre

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
- Counterpain.

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- VAN WILDER - PARTY LIAISON!

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
- 8pm?

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
- 8.50pm. omf i suck. hahahhaa..

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
- "Timeline" in the living room.

7: When did you last step outside? What were you doing?:
- When i was going to school this morning.

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?:
- My email inbox

9: What are you wearing?:
- A rather damp and very smelly venn house tshirt and sajc pe shorts.

10: Did you dream last night?:
- Think so.

11: When did you last laugh?:
- At dinner.

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:
- Orange. And my huge clock

14(a): What book are you currently reading?:
- I don't read. Period.

14(b): What is the last book you finished?:
- The Little Prince.

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
- A ticket to either hawaii or australia.

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
- I got a big ego.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would it be?
- Everything is for free.

19: Do you like to dance?:
- Like. But i can't dance to save my life though. Breakdance?

20: What is the last thing you ate or drank?
- Dinner. Fajitas ooooh.

21(a): Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
- Kaydence or however it's spelt. Haha...

21(b): Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
- Haven't decided.

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
- Not right now. Singapore's fine.

nothing's fine...